Britney Spears took to Instagram on Sunday to reflect on her life, her split from Sam Asghari and how she feels being single and in charge of her life for the first time in her adulthood.
Britney, 42, and Sam, 29, were together for six years before tying the knot in June 2022, so this is the first time she’s been on her own since the controversial conservatorship she was subjected to from 2008 to November 2021.
‘It’s so weird being single,’ the Toxic singer wrote, amid reports that she and her mother Lynne Spears are trying to revive their relationship. ‘I’ve had a lot of time to really look back with all the good and bad …
‘I like a routine and I usually do the same thing every day …. l’m honestly bored but I’m also scared of a lot of things … The way I live my life is mine …
‘I’ve had so many people interfere with that growing up and to know it’s going to be ok seems selfish !!! To learn to enjoy it is pretty amazing,’ Britney reflected, adding: ‘I will say my routine and daily affairs seem silly sometimes.’
Britney shared a memory as her lengthy post continued: ‘My mom always use to visit the sisters at St. Mary’s Catholic School … She used to go to when I was younger and the nuns always gave me cookies …
‘I liked going there because the sun was always out and it was beautiful there … It’s weird because I have a small garden with flowers on my balcony outside my room …
‘When I take a picture of it the illusion is that it’s connected to the trees outside … It’s pretty beautiful when the sun hits at the right spot …’
She continued: ‘The pictures look like diamonds glistening everywhere … Every time I go out there I think of the sisters at the church I used to go to …
‘l’m honestly not even sure why I’m writing this nonsense !!!?? Oh this picture,’ she concluded.
The photo was a black and white shot of a nun drinking tea through a straw.
The couple were together for six years before tying the knot in June 2022, so this is the first time she’s been on her own since the controversial conservatorship she was subjected to from 2008 to November 2021
‘It’s so weird being single,’ the Toxic singer wrote. ‘I’ve had a lot of time to really look back with all the good and bad …’
‘I’ve realized I don’t talk to myself that nicely at all … I’m easily manipulated and I wear my heart on my sleeve … But I’m definitely changing all that’
She continued: ‘I have to make time to stop and look around to re-evaluate myself and say is this good for me ???’
‘I like a routine and I usually do the same thing every day …. l’m honestly bored but I’m also scared of a lot of things … The way I live my life is mie’
I’ve had so many people interfere with that growing up and to know it’s going to be ok seems selfish !!! To learn to enjoy it is pretty amazing,’ Britney reflected, adding: ‘I will say my routine and daily affairs seem silly sometimes’
Speaking of diamonds, the Baby…One More Time hitmaker also posted a video clip of her posing and preening in a very short light pink dress that had rhinestones all over it.
‘Messing around in my new pink dress,’ the caption began.
‘I like that it made my legs look pretty but it’s weird I never buy diamond dresses or anything glitzy really …
‘so last night before I went out with a couple of friends I shot my dress … I don’t think I’m done with this one though !!!!! I think if I had better light the diamonds would pop way better !!!